Your dearest blogger, Janice (:

Last post.

2009-12-12T22:31:00.001+08:00

Wont be posting here anymore.

Find me in tumblr if you can.

LUVZZZZZZZZZZZ. :)

2009-12-08T08:34:00.002+08:00

been pretty busy these few weeks.
last update was a very very short & sudden one.

4dec- concert.
was rlly excited about it & was hoping that my baby class could dance rlly well.
& turned out that they did dance rlly well !
luvz them to the maxzzzzzzzzzzzz. :)
principal was rather impressed with us.
& parents too.
very very gladdddddd.
had bad memories during this preparation of concert.
but indeed, i learnt quite alot.
cause everything she threw to me to do.
from the starting, the concert props.
then their concert costumes.
then during the day itself, the girls hair.
the boys & girls makeup.
their standing position.
so, if it wasnt cause of her laziness, i wouldn't have learnt so much !

5dec- dad's company D&D. school in the morning.
had so much funnnnnn.
the DJs were super uber funny !
they were FLYING DUTCHMAN & JUSTIN.
justin was super funnyyyyyyyyyy.
was practically laughing the whole night.
& during the last part, they wanted us to do chicken dance !
ME LIKEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. :)
enjoyed myself, seriously.

6dec- i think i stayed home to sleep the whole day.
after that, we sent sister off to japan.
hurry up come up & dont forget what i asked you to buyyyyyyy. :)

toodles.
withluvz, JANICE. :)

sleep deprived.

2009-12-04T08:17:00.002+08:00

mummy woke me up at 630 & i couldnt get back to sleep. ):

used lappie till now.

gonna get ready for work soon.

concert todayyyyyyyyyyyyy. (:

hope everything turns out well.

& i hope i dont raise my voice at that woman laterr.

i did raise my voice at her yesterday.

& i was fuming so badly already.

gave her face cause i see her old okey.

assmoronidiotshit.

should i go for threading later ?

hideous eyebrowssssss. ):

2009-11-21T11:34:00.000+08:00

" All the things that break you, are the things that makes you strong. You can't change the past, cause it's gone, & you just gotta move on. - Carrie Underwood

Living it to the fullest.

2009-11-20T20:43:00.007+08:00

Realise I havent been blogging.

Hectic schedule.

Marina barrage this sunday.

Probably changing phone too.

Can't wait.

Hair dyeing session tmr after school.

Cant wait either.

Luvz the weekends to the max manz.

It's really the time, I can scream, shout & play.

My favourite girl. <:

20.11.09

Childcare > Dinner > Home.

Tiring day indeed.

Pictures below.

dinner today was awesome.
fullest tummy ever.
& i smiled alot today, which is a great thing.

school tmr.
I AM SO GONNA CAMWHORE WITH ANDREA ! :D

childcare concert on the 4dec.
anyone interested ?

super lazy to reply tags.
anything just sms me okey.

& i luvz everything right now.
my kids are the ones who make me smileeeeeee.

exhaustion.

2009-11-13T00:52:00.002+08:00

still sick like before.

just that fever went away already.

cough was really bad.

& mummy brought me to TCM.

hate chinese medicine, all so bitter & yucky.

Side note, i really really thank God & appreciate all the things that he have done for me.

& i really thank him for giving me wonderful friends.

i swear i have wonderful parents, sisters, cousins, friends, colleagues.

they are really awesome even though they dont show it at times ! :D

You know I love you all ! :)

weak.

2009-11-11T13:01:00.004+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday COUSIN ! :D {6NOV}

Happy Belated Birthday PAUL TAN ! :D {8NOV}

very very sick now.
fever went up to 39 last night & parents had to bring me to the doctor.
in case anything happens. ):
hopefully i'll get well by tmr.
i really need that strength to do my assignments, concert, presentation on saturday, date with marisa, date with michelle & my shopping marathon with sister on Sunday.
many many more to comeeeeeee.
so, i pray i'll get well soooonnn.

currently, no fever.
but my body is rejecting all the food i take.
i vomited what i ate for lunch just now when i was bathing. ):
idk why. ):
my throat is very painful.
it feels like there's something there.
& i keep coughing & sneezing.
& currently, i have 6 kinds of medicines to take.
): D: ]: }:

& today is the last day of o's.
plans after that with sister was cancelled cause im sick & i have no appetite.
i hope sunday shopping marathon would make my sickness go away. HAHA.

OHYES, i wanna get a longchamp on sunday.
sister's forking out half fr my belated birthday present.
YAY :D

I WANT TO RECOVER SOON !

Bringing out oneself.

2009-11-07T21:28:00.001+08:00

I'm not that little girl anymore. I've grown up. I've become something everyone thought i would never be. But here I am, look at me. This is me.

Just for the sake of you.

2009-11-04T10:26:00.005+08:00

You're my very first thought in the morning and my very last thought when night falls.

I think I like you. Ohgod. ):

YAY, written papers are all over !

damn happy yknow. (:

Mr fever luvz me alot alot. ):

Going simei, eastpoint nowwwww.

Sony people are waiting fr me.

Update when I reach homeeeeeeee. ^^

for you, little ones. ^^

2009-10-30T23:23:00.000+08:00

A child is like a butterfly in the wind.

Some can fly higher than others.

But each one flies the best it can.

Why compare one against the other?

Each one is different.

Each one is special.

Each one is beautiful.

am i really happy ?

2009-10-29T23:21:00.002+08:00

on my way back to SG that time from shanghai. :)

You're probably right. I'm sure I dont have any idea of what you're going through. How hard it is to let someone go. How painful it must be to know that as right as you two are for each other. It doesn't mean you're right for each other now. I wouldnt want to know anything about that. About how it makes you want to scream, or hit someone, or cry.

I see your name in my favourite list. :)

2009-10-28T10:17:00.005+08:00

english paper 1 over.

english paper 2 over.

maths paper 1 over.

left with maths paper 2 ! :D

physics paper & chemistry paper. :D

physics & chemistry mcq paper & im done.

I SMELL FREEDOM ! :)

on a random note, paul returned !

i have been waiting for like what ?

1 year ?

& yes, me going hongkong on the 20th dec midnight.

will only be back on the 25th !

& teo teo, i cannot celebrate your birthday for you.

i actually have plans leh.

SORRY !

will make it up to you okehhh.

JIAYOU FOR YOUR A'S MANSXZZZZ. :B

i wished you were here to tell me everything's going to be alright.

random.

2009-10-26T09:56:00.003+08:00

listening to I BELIEVE now.

& omg, im damn happy not cause i have exams today.

but cause i have people to accompany during exam.

i know it sounds so loner.

but I AM ! :)

i have karina today till 540 & i have filzah on tues & wed for maths paper.

wa wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

im only left alone for my science paper which is next week.

but who cares, maybe by then i make new friends already.

& yes, did i mention ?

during science practical, i sat beside a handsome boyyyyyyyyy ! :D

& yes, im not even suppose to blog luh.

i just missed you as much as i did last month.

2009-10-22T09:14:00.004+08:00

via http://papertissue.tumblr.com/

Tell me, what I should do.

2009-10-19T23:18:00.001+08:00

What is love?

It is one of the most difficult questions for the mankind.

I think so too.

When someone comes, will you let them go easily ?

I feel, a feeling, & idk how should I put it into words.

I think I just need someone to talk to.

wonder if this would last.

2009-10-18T16:52:00.005+08:00

happiest girl ever.

went malaysia yesterday with family. happy girl, cause i came back with my buys. super happy. bought a wallet, sandals & fooddddddddddd. happy happy. & i did pedicureeeeeeeee. RM 35 makes me happy. (:

friday, whole family went to tampines one for imperial treasure. late celebration for my birthday. & the worst thing was dad's car spoilt & we had to take bus. sounds so spoilt brat. but i dont like taking bussssssssss. night time, dad called someone to come repair the car, 100bucks flew away.

anw, i wanna take driving lessons with childhood playmates after my o's. okeh cindy, zixin & meixuan ?

i have a date with marisa after o's ! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. :}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

& cousin, cheerup okeh ! :)

really the happiest girl on earth, minus away the thought of completing my practicum stufffffff.

okeh, bye. gonna go do my practicum stufffffff.

loveyou all :D

tell me the reason why,

2009-10-16T23:49:00.002+08:00

you are treating me this way.

idk how long more can i hold on.
it's really bad till i wna run away from home.
run away so i dont have to face all these.
i just dont like being treated this way.
& it's been like that ever since i was born ?

You see, how true.
It is important that parents know what to expect from their child as they develop and to be sure that the expectations they may have for their child at a given age are realistic.

i didnt know how to react.

2009-10-14T18:20:00.005+08:00

someone called me last night & said someone misses the past.

my reply was, ouh, okeh.

& someone said, dont you ?

i wanted to tell you i missed you too, but it just dont want to come out from my mouth.

i know you will eventually come here, so i do regret what i have said yesterday night.

sorryyyyyyyyyyyy ! ):

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work was sucky.

i just dont like cooperating with that old teacher.

you know, she's like ordering me around.

fcuk her upside down mansxz.

& i was telling blood sister last night.

then sister reply was, work hard so you can order people around next time.

& my reply was, i wont be like that cause i dont like treated this way too.

& i had this futuristic dream when i was young.

i want to open a childcare & let all lovely people to be my teachers.

i want my lovely teachers to be treated with respect, no matter she has qualifications anot.

i mean, everyone deserves that little respect right ?

i respected the old teacher cause she's old.

but i didnt expect her to go overboard.

so yes, she dont deserve my respect anymore from the day that she ordered me around & told me not to do this & that when she's not even qualified to be my host teacher.

& from the day when she said i couldnt handle the class properly.

& oh please, did you even see me handling them before ?

& right from the start, did you even let me have the chance to take the whole class.

you always have doubts in me.

just like today.

chayann's daddy didnt bring her medicine but he did write in the log book.

i told you only after i search her bag & only when i was preparing her for shower time.

your first reply was, go check her brother's bag.

okeh fine.

i came back, told you dont have, you replied with this sacarastic tone, really dont have ? you sure ?

at this point of time, i was so pissed cause you doubted me.

i mean, i deserve that little trust from you since im your assistant teacher right ?

after that, we brought the kids over for lunch & you called her mummy.

when you were dialling the mummy's number, you mumbled, i trust you ah.

& then i got so pissed.

fuck you luh.

you should just be an assistant teacher considering your qualifications.

& you shouldnt be ordering me around as though you rule the whole centre.

fuck x100000.

you just dont know how you spoil my mood everyday.

I'm learning, how to be strong.

2009-10-12T13:56:00.009+08:00

Sometimes, no matter how much faith we have, we lose people. But we never forget them. And sometimes, it’s those memories that give us the faith to go on.

Changed my blogskin.

Today, centre closure.
HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ~
Cause currently, I'm having conflicts with ~.
I dont really give a damn luh kkk.
I mean, I cant be bothered either.

stayed home today & study.
prawn feast, with michelletan. (:
she just left, & im super full okeh.
& yes, did i mention ?
michelletan wants to study ECH too. (:
i was smiling when i heard her saying that youknow ! :D

TAG REPLIES:

Keeeelly,: very long nv visit your blog alrdy :D here i am! <3>
Janiceeeeeeeeeeee :B : loveyou too ! yes lor, i so long never go out with you already too.

Ihafeez: Hahaha , someone got soaked ...
Janiceeeeeeeeeeee :B : all thanks to who ?

AMIRAH: its toooomooorrooow!
AMIRAH: eh alamak. sorry to burst ur bubble.. its like dis weekend! LOL.
Janiceeeeeeeeeeee :B : yes yes.

peiqi: me love you too, cousin!
Janiceeeeeeeeeeee :B : okeh.

Marisa (: <3!
Janiceeeeeeeeeeee :B : my post xiaojie !

Saying sorry doesn't help. Sorry is not the solution. Apologies will never heal the broken heart in me. If you dont make the effort to change, even if you say a infinities of sorry, it wouldn't help. Pain & misery is not in your dictionary. Sometimes, you do the weirdest things to make us think what you are up to, but only to realize, you treat us as a friend. Now, I'm letting go, for the sake of a beautiful memory. Thanks for those memories, those painful yet sweet memories.

it just came in too late.

2009-10-09T00:37:00.005+08:00

birthday over, thanks for those who wished me.
be it through text, call, msn, email, facebook, surprise.
A big thankyou to all.
Janice love all of youuuuuu ! :B

& i thought work is just demanding this week.
really tiringggggg.
have been staying back in childcare close to 12 these two days.
then by the time i reach home, exhausted but have to complete practicum stuff.

shag, hopefully after this year, it will be better.

imma happy girl today, cause i talked to goodfr. (:

but i want marisa & peiqi to cheer up ! ):